January 3, 2010
Creating as an idol

  • often got my worth from what I’ve created
  • the process and experience of creating and fixing things and finding the solution is elating and gives a high
  • the above happens when dreaming and designing and solving each prob bit not when faithfully completing projects.
  • often without disciple things aren’t fixed and I jump to the next thing becuase the next thing is a new high.
  • the prospect of completion brings elation during the beginning bit often there is little satisfaction upon completion and it often feels pointless and empty.

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